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FOUR MORE DAYS!! PERSEVERE!! wahh, thurs hurry come leh. grrrr. Geog is literally suffocatingg me. Econs is makin me bald. Math gonna launch a sneaky secret missile attack soon. wooot. i see personification. and WAHHHHH!! i see GEM. hahahahhaha. oh wells, been studyingg too much lately. see how easily contended i can get wit jus mere self-entertainment. been too deprived of slp this whole wk. and my state of mindd remains questionable. anw, pardon me for bloggin sucha monotonous entry. wit such nonchalance. i dont have much choice either. maybe i shld blogg again after the mids. after my intensive retail therapy over the long wkend wit hn. im SO lookingg forward to it. YAY. :D for now, i shall cont hittin the enter keyy. and bore you all wit my mundane recounts. anw, think my blogg looks betta this way. without all the paras. it's easier to read, rite? :) furthermore, im not exactly in the mood to comment in paras. haha. maybe some time later, i'll revert back to the para format. or maybe when im feelin naggy like my mom. or jus a random post. oh! oh! i jus ripped off some dead skin under my foot. some kinda blister which doesnt hurt.haha. now my sole feels bare, wit the new skin being exposed. oh wells. rite, energy is required to digest the remainder bulk of geog tmr. off to recharge. laters. cigarettes and alcohol @ 01:35
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listen to your drunken reasoning i realised sth. you dont needa be a businessman to OWN and drive a jaguar. you dont even need the looks or any status. all you hafta do is set up a stationery shop, complete wit photocopying services. yes, im not jokingg alrite. the uncle my mom always go to for photocopyingg services owns and drives one. one fugly grey one. haha. and i've a dream now. imma buy over co-op one day after i graduate frm cj. and complete it wit photocopyingg services. save the future generations frm the evil clutches of aunty nancy. and of cos, own and drive a jaguar. maybe a lambo. HAHAHAHA!! :D too bad i aint eyeing for the principal's office. (cos bro paul only owns a hyundai wagon) if not i might jus save cj. in future. haha. oh wells. it's pretty funn hittin the enter key. hahhaha. so i shall cont typingg liddat for the next few entries. urghhh i thinkk last min muggin is hazardous to my sanity. i mean like seriously, i never read so much within a wk before. and the bad news is i've yet to even complete half my workload. and first paper is like another two days time. BUT look on the bright side. the mid yrs gonna end next thurs. hooray. then it shall be complete liberation. and fly to town to grab any last min sale item. hahha. hn, are you prepared? zzzz. knock out soon. my brain cells are snoozin alr. they jus failed on me. so hence the lump of greek up there. haha. pffft. it's more like listenin to my own drunken reasoning. cigarettes and alcohol @ 00:18
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seriously, i need a mugga's help. to teach me how to studie. or an idiots guidebook on how to studie. cos i dunnoe how to studie and where to start. yay. imma fail mahh mid yrs. uhh wat abt EEO? but i think OOF would be a more realistic one. ohmygod, bro paul gonna kick my ass. urghh think im uber distracted. made a wrong choice last wk. pffft. shant think abt it anymore. next wk's the first paper alr. and by the end of the wk, i'll be done wit everythingg. PERSEVERE!! haha, i still enjoy hittin the enter key. :) but... AAAAHHHHHHHHHH. back to the shithole. cigarettes and alcohol @ 23:58
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got myself a pair of levi's square cut. :) pickin em up tmr. yay. haha. crazie ass hn is on cloud nine now. uhh maybe even higher. silly girl. haha. im too lazy to type my blog in paras. furthermore, it's more funn typingg it this way. haha. keep hittingg the enter key. uhh qt funn larr. urghh im tired. off to snooze for awhile. laters. cigarettes and alcohol @ 16:36
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paradise is a lie. hmm gotham was uhh okae. music was pretty much the same after a while cos they repeated dunnoe how many songs. furthermore, the songs were pretty pop too, those billboard charts songs yea. and my happy endingg was so inappropriate. zzzz. dunnoe why i managed to stay till 3 plus. haha. oh wells. and wow. saw plenty of eye sores - gorilla and gang, and they NEVER fail to amuse me. oh wells. couldnt really be bothered actually. so yea. haha. drinks were rather diluted, and tasted like st nicks library books. yucks. luckily, i spent only 17 on the tic. haha. for now, it shall be me and my books. im waayyyyy behind time. ciaos. cigarettes and alcohol @ 00:40
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my chemical romance's helena mtv is whoa. cigarettes and alcohol @ 23:07
what exactly is reality?
been a straits times addict for the past two days, like seriously. (go ahead and label me as a freak if you think readingg the papers is so uncool) i think the stories in the papers can be more interestingg than those found in novels. at least they're real. but they can be pretty scary cos they're real too. haha. oh wells. anw, wenta check out on the blogg mentioned in the papers yesterdae. was wonderingg wats the hoo-ha abt the life of a sarong party girl. shes jus a girl with a different lifestyle, tho its not exactly acceptable in a conservative society like singapore's. the thing is i wenta check out other bloggs frm her blogg. blogs by adults, that is. their bloggs are so different. it's like they discuss abt almost every controversial topics, politics in particularr, while our bloggs repetitively recount the 'events' of the day. its amazingg how much the internet can contain. more than 20 million websites and apparently, still growingg at an exponential rate. sometimes, the growth of a virtual community like this makes me wonder where and wat exactly is reality. so much for beingg vocal and transparent in singapore, which can only be realised in this virtual world with a partial-guaranteed anonymity. readingg too much straits times makes me blogg like writingg a gp essay. zzzz. cigarettes and alcohol @ 17:06
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slit the wrist, sing the death song. was thinkin abt optimism last night. i realised how optimism can spawn dreams to reality. and i also realised how optimism can distant ur dreams and reality, that is makingg it more and more unrealistic. sometimes, i cant comprehend how one can be absolutely optimistic abt life. anw, this thot abt optimism had a snowball effect. soon i was thinkingg abt a gazillion things and i think it's too much for me to blogg here. so yea. digress a little. i was wit brenda at topman yesterday to get a tee for my lil bro's bdae. wadahell. hes same age as me now. oh wells. anw i so wanta meet the designer of those stupid tees larr! haha. i swear the designs were so nonsensically hilarious. in other words, dumb and retarded. was laughingg at this one abt toga party and dyslexia but brenda dint gedda joke. she dint think was funnie. and so i concluded that either i have the same weird sense of humour as the designer or the designer was feelingg jus a retarded as me when he designed the tees. by any chance, if he so retardedly googled "retarded topman designer" and came to my blogg, i'll laugh my head off. uhh okae, but i guess he wont lar. haha. oh wells. sometimes i wish i can fuckk care everything in my life, but oligations wont allow me to do so. argh, jus fuck it. cigarettes and alcohol @ 14:49
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hahas. decided to add a tagboardd cos my gbk's rather stagnant. i supposed its too tedious to sign gbk. so yea. haha. oh wells. this shall be temporary. shall do up a new layout soon to accommodate my taggie! :) cigarettes and alcohol @ 16:36
papa roach; scars
i tear my heart open, i sew myself shut my weakness is that i care too much and my scars remind me that the past is real i tear my heart open just to feel drunk and i'm feeling down and i just wanna be alone i'm pissed cause you came around why dont you just go home cause you channel all your pain and i cant help you fix yourself you're making me insane all i can say is i tear my heart open, i sew myself shut my weakness is that i care too much and our scars remind us that the past is real i tear my heart open just to feel the only song papa roach did which doesnt sound like his genre. anywae, i thinkk sth yanzhang said jus now makes alota sense. uhh for once tho. haha. im so bored i can chase a dinosaur xinn says: huh wat if one day you are not even sure of ur best fren if lappy can do it, why not yanny? says: hahaha if lappy can do it, why not yanny? says: if im not sure, he wun be my best fren wad im so bored i can chase a dinosaur xinn says: makes sense right after that we were comparingg how long we dao-ed each other. haha. okae we're childish. cigarettes and alcohol @ 01:02
i just wanna be alone
wow the date up there reads the same frm front to back and back to front! haha. sounds like cjc ehs. oh wells. not funnie. haha. im as bored as a monkey trapped in the zoo enclosure. okae maybe the monkey is not as bored. even they gotta move abt and play wit bananas. zzzz. thanks to my fall on tues while bladingg. i fell so hard on my backside that i bruised my tailbone really badly. sighhs. that jus earned me a total of 3 days to recuperate at home. sounds good but it isnt. cos twas complete boredom. besides watchingg every channel on my scv (frm star movies to espn to discovery to cna to sappy drama, yea you got my pt) and readingg my novel, i eat and eat. yes, i was friggin bored. dont have the slightest interest in leavingg the hse. i did on thurs tho. for dental. and i swear to heaven the bus ride was torturous. my ass hurt so badly my face cringed at almost every halt the bus make. uber zzzz. but on a lighter note, my orthodontist told me that he's gonna remove my braces in august!! :D yay. cant wait. hmms bottom line is that the bruise at my tailbone hindered most of my movement. and hence i wasnt able to get much workk done. that means i jus wasted one week cos of my damned tailbone! zzzz. and somehow depression started wavingg at me. kae situattion exaggerated. i jus began to wonder abt some stuffs. but i'll soon get over it tho. haha. i was stuck at home. my sanity obviously had been tampered wit the 3-days confinement. period. it's getting betta tho. :) cigarettes and alcohol @ 00:46 
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