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i had grilled chicken for dinner just now...  WITH THIS! :D nando's peri peri is veri veri nice!! :D shall go KL and satisfy my cravings. HOPEFULLY my fav black thang can drive us all to petronas. :) hehe. oh, wot a pleasant surprise! abe msged early this evening! meetin that bugga for dinner. haha, good to see him here, without livin in the shadows of 'juliet'. think she must've missed him dearly. HAHA. OH, got interviewed impromtu by TODAY early this afternoon. haha. so if you see an article on my school, i MIGHT be quoted!! :D right, i've got plenty to transfer to my new hard disk. night world. cigarettes and alcohol @ 23:54
roar. i'm the grouchiest girl at this very moment.
cos hell week four begins today (on a very bad note). :( good news is that i'm left wit 2 weeks. but it's not exactly good too cos it's gonna be the worst of all hell weeks - FINAL EXAMS and tougher assignments due. and i just downloaded my new timetable. goodie, more hell weeks in the coming months! WIDE GRINN. and lessons are back to 3.5 hours. woots, 3.5 hours of intensive levels 300 to 400 modules. hopefully by the end of this year, i'm still in one full piece cos i've a hunch that i might just disintegrate badly. HUR HUR. right, KL in 11 days! :D * LEEN'S CLASSIC MOMENTS. classic 1 leen: ron, what are your plans for today? ron: i'm buyin bus tickets for KL wit mark now. then drinks later wit the rest lor. leen: HUUUHH ron, i'm confused. i thot we're goin there by coach? why are you buyin bus tickets?!! * classic 2 a new jug of margarita came wit new rock glasses. ron passed one to leen. leen cheered to ron's empty glass. everyone stared in disbelieve. HAHA. * classic 3 (while walkin pass jumbo seafood restaurant) zs: oh my, those fishes and lobsters look so poor thing! they're all crammed together in the puny fish tank. leen: ooooooooo, yummy. I WANTA EAT THEM NOW!! HAHAHAHAH. (pokes tank) * right, more to come in KL i think! haha. totally heart that girl. :) cigarettes and alcohol @ 13:49
the simpsons and the asian boys
 daa da da da da da da da daa da  family love! the simpsons today wit my fav black thang. :) had a good laugh at all the dumbshit homer did. it was really stupid, boy. but i still prefer watchin the family on tv. :) and i think if not for that unusual amount of caucasians in the cinema, there prolly wont be a single laughter. singaporeans watch for the sake of watchin only. eeeks, boring people. (okay, i'm generalisin)  happy endings? after that, was asian boys III: happy endings wit joyce! wot great company she was. :) cant believe all the evil things i said abt her when i dont even know her. EEEKS, eeky me. haha. yay, managed to catch the last show of the trilogy. there was a huge amount of straight couples in the theatre la. but nonetheless, there was an abundance of really cute gay boys for joyce and i to ogle at. haha. the play was pretty good! it was so real, even the dialogues sound strangely familiar. you cant help but to wonder if life is just simply a bunch of cliches. gay or straight, we're all the same. the only difference prolly lies in your lifestyle. whether you're happy or not, the reasons rarely differ. so why the clear line between these two groups of people? hmms, it kinda made joyce and i wonder how is it like 10 years down the road, when we all meet conincidentally like how the characters did. how is it gonna be like when we unravel truths which could've changed everyone if they were revealed then instead of 10 years later? how is it gonna be like after you moved on? how much can you remember? what were the people or the things that really matter? any regrets? it's intriguin, aint it? this is the way you left me, i'm not pretending. no hope, no love, no glory, no happy ending. this is the way that we love, like it's forever. then live the rest of our life, but not together. * last night was spent wit the clubmed crazy bunch. :) it's been too long, boy! and as usual, we did crazy things like playin crazy confession games over margaritas at cafe iguana. i've NEVER EVER confessed so much in one night before! hahaha. and we've been there for two consecutive weeks. haha. soon, it's gonna be margarita sat every weekend. :)  i've never ever... * but you cant stop thinking about her no, you cant stop thinking about her to even begin pickin up my life, i have to know where you left it. you dropped me so quickly, did i even matter to you? cigarettes and alcohol @ 01:23
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HEH. chang finally got the pics from the lao kok kok cam. :D the picture quality not bad sia! haha.  group pic at spizza! :)  front row love! :D  my class 3 license can drive this OKAE! (click to see proof)  guys at MOS  BABES at MOS. :D * watchin gossips on channel E! and laughin at how fat the post-pregnancy britney is... quite fun. no doubt it's jus plain cheap thrills. haha. when your mind is a void, such simple things tend to entertain you betta. right. cigarettes and alcohol @ 23:20
so cradle your head in your hands,
and breathe... just breathe. i never thought i'd need you there when i cry. cigarettes and alcohol @ 14:19
"aint been sober, since maybe october of last year."
some pics from the last two weeks!  THE mich series  patsie's new fren called pootsie - the paul smith bunny!  at spizza where nine spoons of cake were shoved continuously into my mouth. i so feel the love, boy!  thambi sial la!  thanks kok! "accrued expense"! :D i think my average sleepin hours is 5. maybe 4. or 3. think it's 5. sorry, i can only calculate invertory turnovers now. warped. oh! DOA is a fuckin comedy. * and i wish you the best but i could do without it and i will, because you've worn me down cigarettes and alcohol @ 13:55
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and all the things that you never ever told me for the first time, the concern was so genuine. for the first time, you dint raise your voice at me. for the first time, you dint insist that you are right. for the first time, you almost pleaded with me. for the first time, you almost cried. for the first time, you left the room feelin helpless. and for the first time, all i did was shun and tear in silence. i dint mean to. i'm sorry, what happened? cigarettes and alcohol @ 23:14
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worn me down like a road i did everything you told worn me down to my knees i did everything to please cigarettes and alcohol @ 00:02
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lately i'm a desperate believer typin blog entries which narrates monotony seem to become one bad habit of mine. i no longer type from within. i no longer perceive things like how i used to. it's corrupted. it's warped. it's not fine. but then again, there are too many voyeurs out there. hence my recent alternative avenue - confined msn boxes. perhaps, it's hi-time for me to change blog. hiatus no longer work for me. i'm in a constant state of instability. my equilibrium is constantly being upset by things beyond my control, and i hate it. i feel trapped and i just wanta stay there, cos i have no idea what to do. everywhere i go, it's a dead end. everything i do is futile. all my energies are directed to school now. it's exhaustin and nowhere fufillin. i feel like i'm floatin. i'm not on medication, neither am i emo. i no longer feel cept the sudden outbursts of irritation with everything. why are we always the ones who are left with no choice? what gives the others the right to choose and not us? where is the fairness? why do the ones who always play by the rules lose out? where is the damned justice? what happened to the so-called karma? why do people cheat just to get away? where is the fuckin fairness? i ask again. at the end of the day, only one question emerge victorious to warp the wretched minds of the losers who played by the rules. "what the fuck did we do to deserve this?" friends had been patient, but i havent been. i feel all ready for a confrontation, but i have got no strength to offer. oh so i appear strong? i was strong. what if everything is a false front? what if i no longer believe in anything? what if every stranger can convince me now with anything? what if... the long list of what ifs that people love to have. * my head is throbbin. my throat is dryin. my tolerance for some stuff just aint that high yet afterall. see, where is the coherence, friends? cigarettes and alcohol @ 22:44
THIS IS FUCKIN STRESSFUL. :(
i've two exams, quizzes, individual skyview assignment and three case studies due this week. :( WOOT. it's only week two and i'm feelin the same amount of stress i'm gettin when i'm havin my final exams week. what is this?! (pulls out hair) and i just got assigned new group assignments. next week gonna be the same thing. i still have three more bloody weeks to go. URGH. (pulls out more hair) my only breather days are the weekends. FUCKIN NO LIFE LA!! and i swear i'm havin the worst concoction one can ever get now - mense, stress, more stress and bad throat. :( no good, no good. right, three case studies and five chapters of food costs to make notes. :( i'm brain-deaded. BYE. * what gives you the fuckin right to do this? cigarettes and alcohol @ 16:23
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i got a problem and i dont know what to do about it even if i did, i dont know if i would quit but i doubt it * URGH. cigarettes and alcohol @ 22:58
reasons why sleepin too much is bad:
- you wake up wit a throbbin headache - you dream alota really weird dreams - you wake up feelin like you just had a deja vu - you wake up wit a really dry throat - you feel like sleepin more i'm feelin like a koala. i slept for 15 hours today. HAHA. * OH YES. i discovered that krispy kreme and i share the same birthday!! hahahahha. how cool is that?! maybe when i become a millionaire in future, i'll bring that in. :D * AAAAAAH, stupid dreams corruptin my mind!! :( cigarettes and alcohol @ 19:24
stuck between my fantasy and what is real
woots! million thanks to all my lovelies out there! :D thank you so much for makin friday the thirteenth a beautiful day instead of a suay-ten-years one. HAHA. most of us would attribute any unlucky stuff to friday the thirteenth right? so sad. haha. ANYHOOOS! lovelies out there, XINN HEART YOU GUYS PLENTY! :D MEGA WATT GRIN. MEGA POWERFUL GROUP HUG. hehe. butch hunt at zouk on thursday night was pretty funn! company was great considerin that it was a pretty new. i'm like the only pinafore convent girl there la. everyone was from SAC. haha. FINALLY managed to drag michelle goh teow boon to club and took pics wit joyce! :) whees, met many people there too! mich and i were tryin to get alcohol high but we just cant. here comes the list of what we had. four tequila shots, bourbon coke, vodka lime and vodka red bull. shld've drank before goin or sth. haha. oh wells, what matters is that i had a good time there! :D hehs.  JOYce!  high on tequila! was totally zonked at mich's place. she kept tryin to wake me up to go to school for the quiz and i just refused to get up. haha. but went back to school to pick up some stuff and also, to see my lovely classmates all in black (just for me!). :D so sweet please. esp wong shang feng! HE ACTUALLY STAYED BACK FOR ME!! hahahahah. cos horrible me was 45 mins late, and he wanted to leave school alr la. so touched. :D   cars we saw on the roads wit car plates 137 (13 july)! :D and coincidentally, mich's house number is 137 too. so cute. haha.  this sign above mich's passenger seat says: only girls allowed. after school was billy bombers wit melr and liying. think mich was like totally zonked too, she kena honked for stonin on the roads. hah. anyway, lunch was great! had yummy vanilla malt shakes!! :D and it so happened that bombers was playin some retro happy birthday song la. haha, so cute. they got me a really pretty black swatch watch which happened to go wit my black top! melr says it's so me. haha. yay, new watch. :) had gloria jeans after lunch before partin. starbucks still rock. :D  melr always take happy pics of me. haha.   :) went home to shower then fly down to harbourfront to meet classmates for spizza. the waitin time was so long, it became a major turn off for the night! so sad. but we had a great time chattin and takin pics using camera phones and a very very ancient manual camera. HAHA. cos no one brought camera. oh, i really think my hands are made to destroy electronic devices. cos my bro's cam mysteriously spoilt after i brought it to zouk. HAHA. so yea, it was old school time last night! :D  the humongous chupa chups the lovebirds got me! haha.  haha, i feel like i'm at a prata house. my pizza was prepared by an indian!! hahaha.   the old school cam and chivas of the night! :D headed to mos right after dinner. urgh, i dont like that place cept the fact that there's a big space to shuffle! hahaha. bouncers there oughta be sacked! cashiers there oughta be shot! SO RUDE!! ROAR. anyway, leen met me to pass me my present and to wish me personally before 12. so sweet! thanks babe, i love your card! i always do! haha. HUGGIES! :D oh, met funn fair who rushed down RIGHT before 12 to wish me happy birthday. melr, rmb he is nice to me on my birthday ONLY. hahahaha. and he tried teachin me how to shuffle! woohoo. but my legs werent exactly that flexible when it comes to runnin man. uhm, at least i'm not like mich who is like a TOTAL rhythm retard. HAHA. classmates were out to drown me in drinks! had a couple of chivas mix wit them, then waterfall and two tequila pops without break. 15 minutes later, it was a race to the nearest cubicle. OUT CAME SPIZZA! rah. lousy me, totally zonked out and hungry. hence, supper at bukit batok (my fav duck place!) and then home sweet home. HAPPENIN DAY SIAL LA!! * stop makin me do things i dont like to do. cigarettes and alcohol @ 00:02
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the only thing we share is the same sky roar, i've got an exam tmr and a quiz on friday. WHAT IS THIS?! i'm only done wit day three of the last part of summer sem. boo. :( think the accountin and food cost god was wit me today. i breezed through the lessons! gettin most of my answers right tho i was in a state of restlessness. hahaha. anyway, instead of studyin, i was lookin at pics in my lappy. old pics. very very ancient ones. :) hence, a picture galore here. :)  BESTIE!! rmb when we took all these?!? rmb?? :D :D  i'm always caught munchin on chicken wings. haha.  dragonfly back last december!  our beloved! :D  long overdue! it's been hidin in my folder for so long. i think it was netball farewell. haha.  >.< (me) >.< (penny) WHEE!  HAHAHAHHA. classic candid. melr! we took so many pics i cant even cramm them into collage i think! hahaha. no worries. the next time when i do this again, there shall be just pics of the both of us! hahahaha. :D ooooo, good ol' times i miss. * i got memories, this is crazy cigarettes and alcohol @ 21:33
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there now, steady love, so few come and dont go will you wont you, be the one i always know when i'm losing my control, the city spins around you're the only one who knows, you slow it down it's sad, but it's not the heart-wrenchin, achin kind. if ever there was a doubt my love she leans into me this most assuredly counts she says most assuredly just sad. i think it ended last feb. people change? that's just a damn lousy excuse. cigarettes and alcohol @ 21:41
these empty metaphors, they're all in vain
 singapore's answer to GLORIA JEAN'S! hahaha. i was supposed to be engrossed wit food cost and beverage cost. I WAS!! until kok mentioned that the gloria jeans at raffles city is havin half price from 2pm to 5pm and how it's a damn good place to chill (which i totally agree). hence, the stupid idea of christenin my cup of kopi from bras basah. :) ahahhah. gosh, it's only the second lesson of the five weeks, and i'm turnin cranky. thanks to kok, i escaped SK for three hours! :D but when i came back to school to finish up the last two hours, some CHAO PRC came in and irritate the shit outta me. (please bear wit me, it's a long story) 10 MINUTES WITH A CHAO PRC (okay, actually there was three, her parents were there too) she CLAIMED that she is a HR management degree (from CHINA) holder and asked what's the highest qualification that we can offer her. so i said the exec masters, but you hafta be in the field first. then she asked if we accept regular students. i said no cos it's EXEC MASTERS, the sch is new and we've limited offers, and suggested that if she really wanta pursue her masters at UNLV, she could fly to LV and do it at the main campus. irritatin bitch started askin me about the course (both masters and bachelor degree) and all. so i explained to her as detailed as possible (ALL IN MANDARIN PLEASE!). when she continue QUESTIONIN me wit this annoyin condescendin tone of hers (machiam my mandarin like sai), i suggested to converse in english (since she's a degree holder, she should know the language!! unless her degree is from some ulu shandong province in a shandong language). BLOODY HELL, her chao PRC dad laughed at me. hence i got sandy to help me translate abit here and there. told her that we can only offer exec masters cos we're new (only been arnd for a year). CHAO (small) NEH NEH thought we're closin down after one year of operation. she said, "what kinda school is this? who asked you to come here one? when you intend to close in one year!!" and gave me the MOST RIDICULOUS LOOK ever. FUCK LA, GO BACK TO CHINA!! so she started enquiring about the degree, but sounded less interested cos she's ALR a degree holder (big fuck!). when she asked about the minimum requirement to get in, thinkin that her degree can really get her ANYWHERE, i gave her the minimum GPA required. I SWEAR SHE GRADUATED FROM THE ULU SHANDONG UNI!! cos she dont even fuckin know what GPA is. i mean seriously, what kinda degree holder is this?! okay, NEH MIND. then she went on about wantin to transfer from some private school to our school, BUT since we're still new and (facin a potential close down), she thinks she should SERIOUSLY finish her course there then transfer. then she fuckin leave the place, laughin on the way out. CCB. * ROAR!!  virn drew this for me on facebook. hahaha. so cute. :) RAHHH!! cigarettes and alcohol @ 20:59
i shouldn't have to tell you to explain yourself
COUGH COUGH COUGH!!!!!! damn, i hate dry coughs. :( blap. ANYHOOOOOS!! GENE GENE GOT ME A REALLY NICE BIRTHDAY PRESENT!! BEAMS! :D my bro wanted to get it for me tho, but gene got it first, so the surprise is kinda spoilt. haha. goodie, that means sth else from my bro. :) oooooo, i love presents like this. :D   beams! :D HEH HEH. kok and i won the battle!! :D actually i helped him win la. we got our desired seats for the next five weeks (thanks to my kiasu-ness)! hahah. happy happy us. we've been tryin so hard to overthrone jamie and swing, and we did it!! okay, this is damn cheap thrill. but who cares, I LIKE!! :D sadness maximus cos siongness maximus!! dang, i'm not gonna have much life for the next five weeks. thank goodness i quit ben & jerry's for good alr, or i seriously cant find the time for anything else la. TCA 321 and FAB 461 gonna be sucha killer. first lesson only and i'm alr drownin. :( no good, no good. and you'll be marked absent for being 5 minutes late. :x it's okay. think happy thots, people! :D think yamagata. :) * (MEGA WATT PUKE.) cigarettes and alcohol @ 00:03
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i'm the winner of the cards i cant play today is THE feel-good day. :D haha. firstly, the world's largest movement is goin on today. please support the cause aights. :) i know it's impossible to do things like savin the ozone layer in a year and replacin the melted ice bergs, but it's definitely possible not to burn that extra cd or choose not to take that extra plastic carrier when you shop. however small the action is (like how we went straw-less in j1!), it's definitely worth it! :D i've got the callin, have you? gosh that sounds really cheesy. HAHAHA. my environmentalist instincts at work. but seriously, we shld save mother earth! :) anyway! it's been SO long since bestie and i did our stunt - to shop till we drop! haha. but think we're gettin old alr. dint have the stamina to last like last time la. so sad. but it was great havin her company and being all bimbotic while we shop. :D and we start havin our lil popularity counter again. HAHA. think we kinda tie. not bad, not bad.  CHEESE! at gap kids  :D  good hair day! :) * (puke.) cigarettes and alcohol @ 23:35
LIVE EARTH!
everyone, please wear green. :D i just feel like puttin in an entry for today cos the date is so nice! haha. whees, i'm lovin july. it's always been a beautiful month! HAHAHA. :D cigarettes and alcohol @ 00:31
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i think i hafta blogg about transformers first! hahaha. i'm lovin those mean machines! :D movie plot was crappy (the typical AVP and war of the world kinda story wit a hero and a heroine). limited eyecandies (only megan fox and josh duhamel). only the transformers appeal to me actually. haha. maybe i'll start collectin em when i earn big bucks in future. hahaha. oh my, hasbro gonna earn big bucks this year!! think the movie promoted the toy damn well please! think i shall borrow the cartoon from kim. hah. * (puke puke puke. eeks!) cigarettes and alcohol @ 23:48
i've a husky hussy voice. no, that was a lie. haha. i'm croakin away!! ROAR. super zao sia please. and i have no idea why. boo. ANW, i think i shld either marry percy or let my lappy marry him. COS HE REVIVED IT!! hahahah. oh my god. he spent days and nights tryin to fix it la. and today he just enlightened me that i might be someone with PLENTY of static. hence, i seem to have some magical powers to spoil all the electronic devices i hold or touch. HAHA. beware man.
so maybe, he wont wanta marry me afterall. cos my static will make him less powerful. HAHA. OH! and i cant hit balls either. HAHA. i broke my own record yesterday. alota balls that we brought yesterday went missing cos of my power swings. HAHA. i rmb the last time i played tennis, dogg wanted to get me an idiots guide to tennis. cos the balls i hit just poof and disappear behind the netting. HAHA. oh wells. righto, gotta run. TRANSFORMERS TIME! :D * i've got to get a move on with my life cigarettes and alcohol @ 17:39
a damsel with no heroine
I FEEL SO LIBERATED!! :D haha. no more chao fatty! NO MORE CHAO FATTY!! no more sittin through ardous hours of trumpet blowin! no more chao econs! :D everyone was more eager to do the evaluation form for him than to start the stupid final exam la. haha. jon wrote an essay for feedback. lois simply wrote: he is obviously from a band cos all he does in class is ring the bell and blow his trumpet. nuff said! hahhaha. and he seriously dunnoe how serious bribery is. before we complete the evaluation forms, he gave everyone a tube of rocher. HAHA. good will, my backside please! beware! he gives ang baos to get free parkin!!  UPS field trip byebye, chao fatty ass ho weng!! :D (waves) * i've a mail from clare today. FW: CJC Careers Day - 2 August 2007 - 9am to 2pm Xin Wei You are in charge of this career day booth. KNS. * i've a new found love! :) the pok pok pok sound from hittin neon green tennis balls. :D hahaha. i swear i so gonna get muscle aches from today's two hours of tennis! it makes you feel really good. even bestie agree please. char and kok were great company! kok is botak kok now, after his free shave (for good will). haha. damn long dint see him alr la. monday come early and choop seats hor. MUST BEAT JAMIE AND SWING THIS TIME!! haha. eh executive planner, dont forget to do a pretty job for me okay. haha, or i'm not bringin you to cj. :) THE MOON WAS FUCKIN BIG TONIGHT AGAIN. melr, why?! right, i need sleep. and i needa nurse my husky voice. hur. * (continue to puke profusely) cigarettes and alcohol @ 02:46
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this is so. fuckin. gross. (puke profusely) cigarettes and alcohol @ 09:27
cough cough
mich provides really good company, cos she has all the vices within reach. and she really knows how to emo. the songs she intro were so damn emo please! and i thot mine was bad. i've met my match, boy. haha. now i'm SO hooked onto rachael yamagata! okay, for this good intro and the stupid cheap thrill at the carpark just now, i shall thank you sincerely for your GOOD company. next time we do rounds at my house here instead please. that carpark abit borin for your happenin ah beng white (auto) lancer la. haha. and she's hooked onto an annoyin emo song. bestie finally had her virgin simpang prata. and she had one of the best - cheese mushroom! haha. glad that she came by. more prata at my place here okay. :) * YES! a few more hours and i'll be done wit the chao fatty. cant wait to finish up my evaluation form for him. he was hao lian-ing to me that he is i needa BITE BITE BITE!!!! * oooo, today is US independence day. it's tom cruise birthday too! hahaha. cigarettes and alcohol @ 01:02
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i always needed time on my own i never thought i'd need you there when i cry and the days feel like years when i'm alone and the bed where you lie is made up on your side when you walk away i count the steps that you take do you see how much i need you right now * my lappy crashed! maybe it's a sign. how i wish i can reformatt like my lappy. i think i can! i hope i can! it's a sign, indeed. :D by next week. next week, when i turn one year older. oooo, i'm feelin the jitters of a 29 goin on to 30. hahhaha. cigarettes and alcohol @ 18:20 
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